3/4 done

date: 1082690953

mood: crippled and consumed and depleted
listening to:silence

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my brain is in shock
i’m not happy, i’m just dead, tired, empty inside
this state where you just have no clue what just happened and the last 12 hours seem like 48 hours long and every cell wants to sleep and not at the same time

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i’m getting a haircut!

date: 1082908302

mood: sleepish
listening to:

yesterday i seen kill bill 2 weeeeeeeeeeeee
and i’m dressing and leaving to get haircut weeeeeeee
aaand … *thinks*
that’s all
;)
i just slept a lot and i had a good time. best cure for postexam blues.

i’m eating bananas

date: 1083106530

mood: shorter blonder better
listening to:u96 – love sees no color

aah stupid thingie crashed. twice!

perfection. i want everything to be perfect. why can’t that happen?

anyway.

this is what i feel like.

what do you think?

oh, and with my new haircut of course, not their … hair.

I can’t control my brain

date: 1083197869

mood: prepared for the world
listening to:weezer – island in the sun

this is how i feel:


i’m clothing happy lately.
and the song keeps playing in my head.
hip, hip.

hip, hip.

i wore white pants, a 3/4 light beige jacket, and a striped white/beige cotton longsleeve zip up shirt. with a dark suede bag. and a light silky transparent scarf around my neck.

THATS RIGHT A SCARF!

err, yeah.

i just felt good. a girl can feel good, right?

i spoke to prof and ta. i learned stuff.

this gave me goosebumps 3 times in a row.

date: 1083548628

mood: meditative
listening to:malcolm mclaren – about her, from kill bill 2

Buddy walked to the centre of the stage and, to Cliff’s amazement, just stood there looking down at his feet.

The cheering began to subside.

And then died away altogether. The huge hall was filled with the hush of hundreds of people holding their breath.

Buddy’s fingers moved.

He picked out three simple little chords.

And then he looked up.

‘Hello, Ankh-Morpork!’

Cliff felt the music rise up behind him and rush him forward into a tunnel of fire and sparks and excitement. He brought his hammers down. And it was Music With Rocks In.

last exam tomorrow

date: 1083651992

mood: http://www.neimanmarcus.com/products/mp/F4-03L0_mp.jpg
listening to:malcolm mclaren – about her, from kill bill 2

i wonder if i’m prepared.
my days have been so mundane the past few days. with the slight interruptions for conversation with people other than [5 people who i always talk to], i studied, and ate. and slept. and that’s it.
it feels like im vegetating to a reading/eating/drinking/sleeping/studying/memorizing/reciting machine. very depressing.

i got new pretty shoes when i went with hesi this saturday for a clear-mind break. i need relaxation.

instead, i’m getting my wisdom teeth out, the day after tomorrow. tomorrow, evening, exam and wed may 5th 9am i have a wisdom teeth operation.

blah!

tell me wisdom teeth UNhorror stories. or horror stories if you’re someone whom i know. cause i’m freakin’ out man! i didn’t have ANY operations… like … none since a simple one at the age of 4.

my textbook used the word probe. tee-hee. that’s all. first coherent entry in a while.

exam is over

date: 1083734428

mood: on a scale of 1 to 10, -100
listening to:rem – man on the moon (was playing on the radio now its in my head)

just letting you know.
don’t ask.
just tell me a … something nice. postive. cheery. anything really. a plus sign will do.