date: 1082296990

mood: nervous
listening to:radio 104.5 chum fm

woke up at 9am. prep for exam at 9am tomorrow.

dog scared.

me too for totally other reasons.

date: 1080623613

mood: tired
listening to:whitney houston – my love is your love

If that be so, thy state of health is poor;
But thine arithmetic is quite correct.

i cleaned my room (big yay, it was waaay overdue)
i really really tried to finish linguistics assignment but i couldn’t.

my throat hurts for some reason (i aired out the room, maybe too much cold air)

i want avocado. what is your favourite vegetable?

date: 1079026560

mood: happy
listening to:classical music

you know, its weird.
right now i have this tune stuck in my head. and i know that i know the name. and yet i can’t get it out. ‘tip of the tongue’ syndrome. you know you know something but you can’t get it. its amazing how complex our brains are.

i had 4 hours of sleep.

not a good idea.

then i went to school and had 1.5 hours more. which was nice.

then i had a prof meeting which was nicer. she’s very cool. very very smart.

then i went home, and on the way home i listened to 2 subway musicians (i gave them a $1! first time i gave money in like, forever) play this … melody.

ta ta DA
ta ta DA
ta ta DA ta da ti da da
ta ta DA
ta ta DA
ta ta ta ti da da daaa

anyway, its classical music and i can’t remember it.
edit: i figured out the name and while the piece doesn’t start with this rhytm its repeated fairly often throughout the piece. it was written by mozart.

date: 1076479935

mood: peaceful, tired
listening to:x-perience – my life goes on

lyrics of the moment

changes all around and everytime
and everything is changed in my head
i’m longing for a change
i wouldn’t beg but for a change
i never will get
i spend my time in learning
everytime i learn i turn blue into red

my life goes on
i just wanna have fun
leaving shadows into the sun

i get in troeble with some friends of mine
they´ve told me there is no need to change
we quarrel it becomes a colder time
and now im freezing down to the bones
nothing changes but i’ve lost 2 friends
and that depends on changing myself

i had a midterm to day on cognition, chapters 1,2,3 and 9. it was okay, not amazing, not horrible, i’m not thinking about it.

anyway, midterm tomorrow, on perception.

olya 2/11/2004 1:23 AM: dear god this material is so fucking boring
*Spades 2/11/2004 1:24 AM: no… this material puts Boring to sleep

my thoughts so far.
its not that bad, its just boring. its all about the little details about the muscular structure of the eye and such. shitload of memorization. i hate memorization. i hate study period, i just like the result. and my headaches ain’t going away.

thursday i have language acquisition.

its great that 2 out of 4 are done though.

date: 1074026076

mood: weird
listening to:a-ha – take on me [techno remix]

and so i’m back into the ritual of not having enough time to do everything.

its almost 4. i should … oh good god, thinking about all the things that i should do, and all of them major – i just die considering the consequences of not doing half of them.

emailing, homework, work, and whats ironic is that i started to realize that … well, okay, people are important.

see, maybe like 2-3 years ago, not only i didn’t have a feeling of being overwhelemed by things, i didn’t have to schedule time to spend with people. it was easy to “schedule” time because there weren’t that many people with whom i kept in touch.

but now… geez, its like an avalanche. i know *counts* 3 people. like, really really well. and each of these people has a group of people who are fun, smart, interesting and with whom i want to spend time. and then there’s hesi! who is not only all of the above but beats them all in importance.
and our schedules are as mitmatched as possible it seems. grrr.

any that’s only real life. and you know, to meet people i need like 40 minutes transporation, cause im a loser like that, and i need time with them and 40 minutes back and 3 people == 3 weekend nights and then there’s hesi and aaaaaaaaaaaah.

and i should be doing my homework and not typing this.

you know what helps?

SINGING!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!1

TAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAKE OOOOOOOOOOON MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEee
TAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAKE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE OOOOOOOOOOOOnn
ILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNN EE
TUDUDUTOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOO

*cough*

and back to your regularly schedule life.

date: 1072474280

mood: very melancholic
listening to:pearl jam – last kiss

this song is playing, and i’m cold, and i dont feel sad.

its a really weird thing. the song matches … the music is happy the words are ultra sad. i’m happy i’m alone but it screws me over in the fact i dont have paint, can’t get it, and can’t start painting my room.

which is very empty as everything is gone.

… oh where, oh where, could my baby be …

date: 1116274069

mood: surreal
listening to:

In the middle of the night, I was walking by the sea, and baby baluga jumped out from amongst the bushes. SO one day Mr. Gregor exclaimed “Why do skater normals have no preppy either?!?!?!” So I wanted to watched. or Maybe if I wanted to watch it then I had a dream that countless historian lost their credit but i dont Remember what it was. I don’t like you but can I have your autograph. No one wants your autograph so I started to cry in the pizza shop. Where did Ryan go? He must have moved to Ohio.

date: 1111474847

mood: =life
listening to:mythos n’ dj cosmos – the heart of the ocean

too much stuff – both photos and life. good thing this week is easy going. enjoy! all of them are from today. and check this out, drivers. the rest of us read this interesting short story.

date: 1108712833

mood:
listening to:

i am appalled at the fact that the majority of those reading are reading solely to hear themselves mentiond (9 versus 8). as such, i demand, cast yourself forward! i thought like 5 people read this blog in the first place, scarf, maha, hesi, and 2 r/l people, one family friend in california, and one highschool/university friend (and he too doesn’t read this daily or anything). who the hell are the other 12? :p

i declare, cast yourself forward! otherwise how can i mention your names :p

update!!

i’m a losah. diny, mental, skoey, b6, alinster and proobably lush too also read this page. *faints* you people care!

okay, so that’s… like … 11 peope… that’s still mising 7 :p

update 2

one more person came forward o_O

and

DINY OMG j00 ARE THE BEST!!

i love you man *sniff*.
and yay picture.