Author: the owner

y0 man!

date: 1112979844

mood: 4.0
listening to:we don’t need no education (i’m singing it in my head, but whatever). singing, googling… its all one.

okay, my head is officially on backwards. the whole day yesterday i kept thinking that its friday. so today feels like saturday.

except its friday. so its double the awesomeness.

you must click here.


montreal, 2005
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omfg.

i just realized.

i just finished my last assignment of the year.. yeah 4 exams left. but SCHOOL IS OVER!

WOOOOHOOOO!!

and the prolog program compiles too. this is what i call sweet.

week of STUDY (no classes). right.

date: 1113374647

mood: entirely unbalancedly great
listening to:freestylers – push up, deep dish – flashdance (NICE song), armand van helden – my my my, junior jack – stupid disco

so, yeah.
i burned my hand today with steam from the kettle. genious.

life is crazy.
photoshoot planned and cancelled
double booked 2 people this week. like, 2 seperate things. i’m nuts. i have a freaking palm pilot and i still screw it up. ugh!
went to chapters and almost got a book. then ate sushi. with scarf.
monday went out dancing to the dance cave with linguistics group. was fun, retro music, awesome people, good times. returned home by subway, at 1:30am… i was the only one to get off the subway at the last station, downsview.
cleaned out so many “bad” photos from the stuff i shot in the past few months to free up space. it worked. 2.5 gigs free (from 1.5 megs). i should do this cleaning up stuff more often.
downloade (w00t i learned how to) some european music. memories!
my dog got sprayed by a skunk. i love her enough to still sleep in the same room as her, although door was wide open the whole night.
got my russian passport today. i am now officially a dual citizen. hah.
what else.. hm. studying done: 0%. fun had: 100%


shady. *heart*


me and grandad, russia, age ~6
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I’m not. You are.

date: 1114409258

mood: failing
listening to:algo rhythm – stays the same

I’m not. You are. I will be. So leave a message so I can when I am.

wow, even the band name fits.

something about moving. returning. so many people moving around this month. returning, always returning.

Dear Leonard, To look life in the face, always, to look life in the face, and to know it for what it is. At last to know it, to love it, for what it is, and then, to put it away. Leonard, always the years between us, always the years, always the love, always… the hours…

halfway points between then and now

date: 1114747903

mood: in the past and in the moment
listening to:led zepplin – stairway to heaven

we should all be 2 years old in our hearts.

do you know the saying today ist he first day of the rest of your life?
maybe today is the moment between then and later. half way moment of where things are still undecided – exams are not finished, bags are not packed (or unpacked, depending on whether you’re coming or going). it might be your birthday, or it might have just passed. or it might in half a year. and it is all still halfway between then and later. maybe in 3 years you’ll look back and say “yes, this is when i failed computer science”, or maybe you will say “yes, this is when i met her” (or him). or maybe you’ll just look back and say “man, those were good times – i wish i could remember more!”

me, 2 years old, russia.

and a normal photo (montreal, 2005)

haircut.

date: 1114844256

mood: i should be sleeping. shouldnt you?
listening to:mobu – everloving



i seriously suck at this self portraiting thing. i really need more stands/tripods.

feels like heaven

date: 1115102010

mood: total rollercoaster of a day
listening to:sarah brightman – dust in the wind


the good feeling is after the storm.
the better thing is to have a shelter.
and the best thing is when its in your heart.
cause then you’re always safe.