today update

date: 1073244415

mood: worried, upset, hopeful
listening to:definition of joy – stay with me 4 ever

i woke up to my fish (i can’t call it/him a name anymore, it would hurt way too much to keep thinking of him..it as an identity) being very very sick. much worse looking. more fungus (white cottony stuff) on the back, and the white spots on the gills are just disgusting and rotten.

but he was alive.

jet off to the store, deal with … well, a salesperson that acted like a manager. however he did help me find what i need. got the medicine and aquiarium salt as its supposed to help (read online). put it all in.

he is slow. barely moving. sad. all the fins are clumped and stuff. he doesn’t look pretty anymore, but i don’t care, im just worried.

i’ll probably head to the store again to buy a net, and water cleaner and other stuff.

i don’t want him to die, but i’m trying to get myself used to the thought that i might come back from the computer, the shower (i need to take), the store, the kitchen, and find him dead.

if he dies i will definetly get another betta.

i’m gonna go talk to my mom cause she wants something from me, then walk shady, then shower.

send him good wishes.

too tired to write

date: 1119421010

mood: bubbling, like a river into the ocean of emotions of the world
listening to:scanners – all i want

Balls, said the queen, if I had them I’d be king

date: 1113883419

mood: completely blah.
listening to:

blah. tired. i’ve got a case of the mondays.

the beginning of the end of winter

date: 1110251532

mood:
listening to:fatboy slim – kung fu fighting (dance remix)

winter is showing its death. while weather may still try to force itself through, its futile, for the snow is melting. and even though on the walk from robarts to bahen to get a ride home i slipped and almost fell at least 10 times, it doesn’t count, because i didn’t fall and because i didn’t have to swim across the road cross, like i had to last week.

and even if its cold, and even if the weather is sunny only once a week, and even if the wind still tries to knock me off my feet and breaks my umbrella, and even if it rains and snows and sleet, you can still see that its the last heartbeats of winter. cause spring is in the air.

that’s right people, seasons are achangin’.

in other news. this week is beautiful. i handed in today the only assignment i had for the whole week. i still plan to sink every free minute this week until thursday/friday/saturday into work and study in order to have the weekend totally free. hopefully i’ll even do something grand for my mom so that this weekend she’ll be happy. any ideas on what major thing makes moms happy?

Everybody was kung-fu fighting
Those cats were fast as lightning
In fact it was a little bit frightning
But they fought with expert timing

and for the grand finale that you have been waiting for. click here and die from joy

mathematics

date: 1107296999

mood: doubleplusgood
listening to:wee , 4 assignments due in a row next week

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time flies!

date: 1103178076

mood: wide eyed and bushy tailed
listening to:

Brain development research reveals that the human brain continues growing in capacity into young adulthood (until about age 21). In fact, the part of the brain that controls and suppresses impulses, and is critical to good decision-making, is among the last to mature. This serves as the basis for laws that limit adult responsibility, for instance, prohibiting voting, military service or jury duty until age 18.

what, that means i can’t stay up until 7 am when i am 21? damn.

for the record, i did not go out. i played “go” with simon until 5 am. i lost, 52 stones to 90 – but that doesn’t matter, that game isn’t about winning.

tot ziens!

fast and easy

date: 1096561491

mood:
listening to:pink floyd – another brick in the wall

i dont have time to write an entry. last 2 days uneventful but i’ll write more … err, later. sometime.

i’m leaving tomorrow to paris with half of the floor. we’re going by car.

i miss all of you. happy birthday to those who shall remain nameless.

i love 50 1.8.

diaries coming soon.

tuesday, second day of classes

date: 1094573945

mood:
listening to:

like, man, i never get time when i want it.
thank ya’ll for the comments! :D i figured people will be overwhelemed by the postage, so its cool if you can’t read it all.
i was writing an entry and before i even could start, peter (american guy, from a fairly good family, has apartment here an on the coast of the ocean in belgium, american girlfriend, they’re going to italy in november) sat down and we spent an hour talking about paris, rome, belgium travel, and he invited me to go with him and a bunch of other people to london (i’ll so go, free stay, i’ll just pay for food, and help cook, plus it’ll be fun to go with teenagers – no offence to parents ;)), and then said that i can go with him to belgium, cause his parents have a seperate room to stay in, so this weekend i might see brussels, and brugges and ocean, and stuff!!)

aanyway after that i had my chinese “interview”, but not really cause i dont speak chinese.

i had my philosophy course today, which was awesome fun, its very very very cool and mind bending. i can upload the niestzhe paper that we had to read, its actually quite easy reading and a lot of fun to read.

anyway, i gotta run home. i’m starving, i wanna take a shower, then eat, then peter, me, francesca, another girl, are going out to this thing where people figure out how to travel together to save money. and THEN there’s the 7 sins party, so it’ll be a night out! woohoo!

love you all! i’ll upload pics tomorrow, no classes :D