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date: 1081406922

mood: EXHAUSTED
listening to:dj shadow – midnight in a perfect world

one class left tomorrow, linguistics.
no more assignments.
i can’t believe that’s over!
4 exams left!
i’m SO tired, but SO happy!

date: 1081499841

mood: EXHAUSTED
listening to:

i went to lucidaeo today, a dance performance by sillouhetes (( i probably so mispelled that) company – my friend sarah is part of the group and head comitee and the jump photograph (express yourself on devart) was the poster image. i have 4 posters with it now! weee.

no more school. i’m going to study my head off in prep for exams though. my last chance to raise my marks, and i can do it, yes, yes i can.

vs

who will win?

in the end its all the same anyway, right?

date: 1081578964

mood: all weird and moody.
listening to:guess

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you’re never coming round
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround, bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I’m lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I’ve got to get out and cry
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then 1 see the look in your eyes
Turnaround, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight, and I need you more then ever
And if you on1y hold me tight, we’ll be holding on forever
And we’ll only be making it right, ‘cause we’ll never be wrong
Together we can make it till the end of the line,

Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don’t know what to do, and I’m always in the dark
We’re living in a powder keg and giving of sparks
I really need you tonight,

Forever’s gonna start tonight, Forever’s gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love, and now I’m only falling apart
There’s nothing I can do, a total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life, and now there’s only love in the dark
There’s nothing I can say, a total eclipse of the heart

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scarfy is so the best.
check out what he gave me! i am super duper special. and that seriously make me want to go buy some wood and rebuild half my room to make it PERFECT.

the only problem is that i have a lot of things i want hanging on my wall. the book is fantastic. thank you scarfy!

i had an awesome evening. thank you all!

date: 1081667124

mood: on the down swing
listening to:guess

simplify and you’re left with beauty.

date: 1081811669

mood: levity
listening to:sin with sebastian – shut up and sleep with me

help!
give me ideas on how to start studying.
i have 4 exams, in order of apperance:

9am-12am, 19 monday, programming : open book, bring all the paper you want, nothing digital. 3 hours. writing down code.
9am-12am, 22 thursday, logic: one sheet of paper with whatever you want, will be super SUPER hard, but if i UNDERSTAND stuff i’ll do well. but if there. 3 hours. ouch. long.
same day: linguistics. messy prof, messy notes, interesitng textbook, shitload of memorization required. 3 hours.
a week later:
psychology, cognition: i can study well for this. format is well known, she gives fantastic lecturs and has awesome notes. textbook very useful too.

i can’t start studying for the first 3 which are the hardest. BLAH. gimme advice.

date: 1081966648

mood: chuffed
listening to:dire straits – walk of life

i just GOTTA share.
all the ingridents are fairly arbitrary size wise..

a handful of LARGE shrimp, deshelled/detailed, precooked but frozen (you know just from the bag). wash in hot water to get ice off.

sauce: 5 small cloves garlic, 2 tbpspoons extra virgin olive oil (!! v important that its extra virgin olive oil, substitute butter otherwise), and a tiiiny bit of butter (like … 1/3 a thin slice), a handful total of basil and parsley

cut all the sauce ingridents that can be but to tiny pieces (or … mince but i dont know how to do that)

throw butter and oil onto pan, high 30 seconds or until butter isn’t white anymore

reduce to medium, throw shrimp and sauce ingridents

for about 4-6 minutes … just let them sit.. turn over from tiem to time. its relaxing ;)

afterwards take lightly toasted bread (lightish), cover with mayo, slice tomatoes, slice avocado, add lettuce, add shrimp, add the other piece with more mayo/lettuce/whatever else you want.

i ended up eating half of it just mixing the ingridients along the way because they are SO DAMN GOOD TOGETHER.

like, amazing.

back to study. yay i started so its all good ;)

date: 1082174707

mood: lonely
listening to:elton john – sorry seems to be the hardest word

for sad.
because i have been that often lately, and rants/thoughtful don’t fit either.

for your enterntainment i present:

date: 1082230175

mood: distraught, agitated
listening to:bryan adams, mel c – when you’re gone

see my new glasses here

alright. so i was studying for a few hours (amazingly i could concentrate). whoa, 2.5 hours come to check it out.

i come back, comments on glasses:
“EMO++”

i go to google and now i feel i am an unwilling part of a community. called emo. looking over things that symbolize emo… i have the glasses, and maybe (okay, fine, usually) i am an emotional person over everything. however i don’t match on any other level! geez, i don’t listen to that music, which is a #1 thing i suppose.

but now i feel like i have to …represent. its like, this is an elite club that i have just became a part of by getting these glasses.

but then i’m scared of becoming a stereotype. i want to be a blonde blonde blonde. i guess more pink for me. coming soon to an olya near you

date: 1082296990

mood: nervous
listening to:radio 104.5 chum fm

woke up at 9am. prep for exam at 9am tomorrow.

dog scared.

me too for totally other reasons.

date: 1082419139

mood: nervous, stressed, exauhsted, tired, sleepy, thenervouskindofhype r, in one word == exam season mood
listening to:edith piaf – milord

Of course, it was only a temporary measure, but Rincewind had always considered that life was no more than a series of temporary measures strung together.

i wrote first exam.
*shrugs* i am ignoring thoughts because i have 2 on thursday.

SO tired. SO MUCH material to cover.

i just realized i keep on ranting about exams. i’m sorry. =) i really have nothing else to write about.

oh, wait!
i dressed pretty today. white jeans, pink jacket, dark blue silkyish sleeveless vneck shirt. yay for summer and style!