date: 1083197869

mood: prepared for the world
listening to:weezer – island in the sun

this is how i feel:

i’m clothing happy lately.
and the song keeps playing in my head.
hip, hip.

hip, hip.

i wore white pants, a 3/4 light beige jacket, and a striped white/beige cotton longsleeve zip up shirt. with a dark suede bag. and a light silky transparent scarf around my neck.

THATS RIGHT A SCARF!

err, yeah.

i just felt good. a girl can feel good, right?

i spoke to prof and ta. i learned stuff.

date: 1081163121

mood: happy
listening to:richard cheese – down with the sickness

i have stayed up from sunset to sunrise.
its so light and stuff outside.
even though its freezing i feel nice…
and i have an assignment due in 1.5 hours
i’m almost done writing test cases
its going to be just fiiine

this weekend was so up and down, and not predictable at all as i would have expected. i really can’t wait until holidays start and i can spend my time doing stuff that’s fun. that’s in like a month, really, since a week of school is left, then a week of study, and 4 exams spread over 3 days which are spread over 2 weeks.

song is over, so i’m back to finishing assignment.

date: 1079837327

mood: very loving
listening to:dj doboy – eurojams volume 01

today went totally like not i expected.
the concert i thought i had today will be in a week.
i started doing assignment 06 in programming (gasp! 3 days early!)
i looked at a lot of clothing sites.

click shoe

i have a shoe exactly like that. like, transparentish, same form, different decoration on the thingie but the idea is like the same. $350 from saks fifth avenue – free from my closet!

click nice fashion site. not for content but for links.

just now i came back from coffee with hesi. i haven’t seen her in weeks – far too long, and haven’t spoken to her in like, forever. it was the best coffee i had in … forever, not because coffee was great but because we had such an awesome time together. i absolutely love hesi. no matter how much time passes we can still have this perfect conversation where you know what the other person means before they say it and anything is a good topic, and you can rant and share as much as you want. it was perfect! hesi i love you.

i’m really happy from that. i hope your saturday evening is as happy as mine!

date: 1078126072

mood:
listening to:

okay, explanation.
please type the text that you are seeing there.

date: 1074654745

mood: feelin’ good
listening to:modern talking – brother louie

fresh chicken soup, the way my mom makes it
her mashed potatoes
fresh, soft/crunchy french bread stick

i’m in heaven.

the fact i have an assignment due tomorrow and tomorrow is going to be long, cold, and very tiring, right now, i’m happy.

i’m so tired, but there’s so much to do that i just can’t let myself be down. and headache gone. weee!

date: 1072974152

mood: sleepy-happy-sleepy- but honestly not bad at all!
listening to:enigma – metamorphosis – off the 4th fake cd

this was typed in a window that stayed open the whole night and i forgot about it! but since all my friends are really nice and polite no one peeked.

i had the freakiest dreams. absolutely long and with so much detail. my dog was … black. and i had a sister. and mr. smith talked to me. (“Hello Ms Sanakoev”). and it was cool because all the other agents were afraid of me! this is some weird merge between reality (my home), movies (matrix), and people i know (the dog, having a sister).

and there were creepy as fuck clowns. that wanted to sell stuff. brainwashing. and then when you refused to buy their things they would … do … i don’t remember what, in my case it for some reason involved my sister sealing off all the vents with bags made by the clown company. which lead me to the question of whether we are going to suffocate. now it makes sense that we won’t! but its a dream.

and … the agents tried to seal me off from my dog using a force field but for some reason i was able to break it. and an agent was chasing after this guy who i helped escape and then when he came to my front door he seemed visibly intimidated by me! and i mean… i’m small! and i stood up higher did something silly like growling at him.

uhm, yeah.

lets hope my new year isn’t nearly as disturbing as my first dream!

time to wrap presents, and go to my cousins and open my own there and watch other people open mine.

my fish is still here!

date: 1118639494

mood: sore, doubleplushappy
listening to:infected mushrooms – cities of the future

warning, this entry might be a little buzzed, as, well, i’m a little buzzed. yay for kindzamaruli and cold moscato wine in the hot summer evenings!

last night i went to the first concert that was entirely kick ass awesome.

infected mushroom definitely know how to throw a party!

it was crazy good. we left uptown around 12 and got downtown just in time to park in a nice, free spot and jet to the short line up for the guest list and run inside. the guy who was dj-ing before infected was tolerable but not exactly very dancing material. good to listen to though.

drinks were expensive. i got 2 bottles of water over the span of the night, for 4 bucks a pop. insanity! but at the moment when i was buying water 4 dollars for a bottle seemed like a bargain, as it was steaming hot there.

people ranged from all types, faces and clothing styles – goth to raver. the biggest prominence was given to israeli fans, who carried a huge israeli flag and danced their heads and legs off in front of the stage. our group stuck essentially next to the stage the whole night, and the dj was kickassingly excellently leading the crowd.

the songs had a lot of build up and a lot of explosions of drums and piano and voice and electric guitar (which was live, right there!) which just made you feel like you’re flying, with the crowd. the number of moments when the crowd would just explode at the wave of the guy’s hand cannot be counted – his connection with the crowd was mindblowingly good, quite in tune and knowing how to build up enough to make you want jump and yell and dance when the release finally came in forms of drums that you could feel revibrating throughout your whole being.

we left around 5am, dropped off most people and then had some early morning, predawn tea and snacks, and then went off home to go sleep.

we’ll see how i can handle waking up at 6am tomorrow given how i fell asleep by 6am yesterday!

and then l.a., where i’ll have to shift my schedule again by 12 hours.

FUNcrazygood.

also, didn’t buy perfume today as the store didn’t have it.
maybe i’ll gather the guts to order a good laptop sleeve tomorrow.
my current good&expensive choices:
$68.00
40/50$
what do you guys (who apparently buy only things of the best quality ;p) think?

date: 1112979844

mood: 4.0
listening to:we don’t need no education (i’m singing it in my head, but whatever). singing, googling… its all one.

okay, my head is officially on backwards. the whole day yesterday i kept thinking that its friday. so today feels like saturday.

except its friday. so its double the awesomeness.

you must click here.

montreal, 2005.

omfg.

i just realized.

i just finished my last assignment of the year.. yeah 4 exams left. but SCHOOL IS OVER!

WOOOOHOOOO!!

and the prolog program compiles too. this is what i call sweet.

date: 1109698998

mood: perfectly and absolutely content
listening to:

typing while this beast is lying right under my right hand and contently breakthing on it, is juts awesome. since im on the laptop i barely move my wrists even to move the mouse pointer, so my hands are stable. i let her lie on the bed, so its me, then her and her nose/muzzle is right under my hand. and she put it there herself! and i can feel her breathing.

i don’t want to move, its nice here.

*shady wakes up, gives me this “wtf are you moving for” half asleep look*
its awesome, her eyes are like half closed and its really is a sleepy-wtf look that people have.

i love my dog.

date: 1106272118

mood: wee , end of week.
listening to:wee , 3 assignments due in a row next week

last night i had the strangest dream

i sailed away to china…
err, okay, that’s a song.

actually, i’m blurry on what happened. a phone call woke me up. but i remember blood, and killing, and it was something scary. i ended up running away from someone on a air-sliding skateboard like piece of carpet (it was a regular carpet and the physics of the dream were such that if the road went downhill i could gain speed). this unknown person who … i had to kill? but i couldn’t, caught me and we had to go somewhere where i wouldn’t be a happy person (i.e. i was afraid of going with him).
so we were gliding over a big hill in a park, and i got ahead of him cause i’m lighter. and then there was a small hill down, grassy, wet, at night. and a road. with cars that would cross it in a second. and then a downhill street, which changed from deep night to day as i “skated” on it. and i managed to escape ebcause i crossed, and then there were cars rushing in right behind me.

so i was skating down this street, and i kept thinking i’ll be in beverly hills soon, and i was reckless and tried to escape from the guy… and gained speed, endangering the pedestrians on the street. i arrived to the ocean (? lake? big body of water), and looked around and i thought i saw the guy somewhere long far behind meon this looong downhill street that i just came down from.

so i went into a convinience store, but it was tiny and empty. so i ran out, crossed the street, and went into a place… i almost can remember the name, but it was the kind that serves frozen yogurt … sherbet? but it was something else.
i walk in, there’s a room, with one door, i go through the door and enter a low-ceilinged place, very dim. full of black people. mostly mom’s and dad’s with their kids, buying ice cream. listening to music from a 50s style machine. who’s name i don’t remember either. but you know how it looks.

i buy ice cream. i pick oreo’s (cookies and cream), 1 scoop, and 1 scoop of something like … rainbow sherbet at baskin robins. it wasn’t called that, but looked like that. and this kid also buys the same thing. its 6.95. i barely have enough money for it. and i wanted 3 scoops, but i thought i should save money since i am on the run. (from the guy, remember?)

i feel scared, and don’t want to leave the place, it seems like he wouldn’t look for me there.

and then i wake up!

analyze THAT, people.