tuesday, second day of classes

date: 1094573945

mood:
listening to:

like, man, i never get time when i want it.
thank ya’ll for the comments! :D i figured people will be overwhelemed by the postage, so its cool if you can’t read it all.
i was writing an entry and before i even could start, peter (american guy, from a fairly good family, has apartment here an on the coast of the ocean in belgium, american girlfriend, they’re going to italy in november) sat down and we spent an hour talking about paris, rome, belgium travel, and he invited me to go with him and a bunch of other people to london (i’ll so go, free stay, i’ll just pay for food, and help cook, plus it’ll be fun to go with teenagers – no offence to parents ;)), and then said that i can go with him to belgium, cause his parents have a seperate room to stay in, so this weekend i might see brussels, and brugges and ocean, and stuff!!)

aanyway after that i had my chinese “interview”, but not really cause i dont speak chinese.

i had my philosophy course today, which was awesome fun, its very very very cool and mind bending. i can upload the niestzhe paper that we had to read, its actually quite easy reading and a lot of fun to read.

anyway, i gotta run home. i’m starving, i wanna take a shower, then eat, then peter, me, francesca, another girl, are going out to this thing where people figure out how to travel together to save money. and THEN there’s the 7 sins party, so it’ll be a night out! woohoo!

love you all! i’ll upload pics tomorrow, no classes :D

YAY WEEKEND

date: 1087013257

mood:
listening to:

working 9-5, mon-fri makes you appreciate:

– jeans
– sweatshirts
– summer skirts
– running shoes
– wine
– excersize
– outside
weekend

done with assignments!

date: 1081406922

mood: EXHAUSTED
listening to:dj shadow – midnight in a perfect world

one class left tomorrow, linguistics.
no more assignments.
i can’t believe that’s over!
4 exams left!
i’m SO tired, but SO happy!

coding

date: 1079991358

mood: very _______
listening to:Ago – Tell me Where you Are

i need more time and more concentration.

i have a lot of pretty clothes. and a pink jacket too!

spiderman, spiderman, does whatever a spider can

date: 1074845773

mood: exhausted
listening to:rob d – furious angels

my day is so weird. im so tired.

spiderman is chasing me today. i watched a part of jumanji and the girl who is in spiderman was there and then it came on tv – the cartoon. weird.

handed in assignment, and am soo behind on another one due monday and i’m gonna have NO time to work on it tomorrow. i am SO fucked, i so shouldn’t be meeting people or going skiing or meeting more people… blah. i wanna destress, and physical activity (SUCH AS SKIING! keep your mind outta gutter here! =) ) would be great.

tomorrow i’m going to meet people for a very interesting creative portrait shoot project. thankfully its not really portraits, its more abstract. which is awesome cause i realized that i sucksucksuck with portraits.

newspaper is quiet, didn’t do anything for a while. i SHOULD stop by the office but i am SO tired… and to thikn there is a $75 check waiting for me there. i’m not lazy, i’m honestly tired.

hesi’s blogs are so filled with stress. and tiredness. and it makes me think, when we’re happy we rarely blog. when we’re upset we blog more. in 100 years, people are going to look back and don’t see anyone who was ever happy.

i’m tired and my eyes are dry and contacts hurt. i wanna have new glasses boo.

*sighs* what else…
my room is a mess. the new hat look cool. the new bag is supah useful. schedule is working out okay. i accidentally read a week ahead in language aquisition. its a great class *nodnod*.

so
sleepy
eyes
closing

superkev’s journals and comments are so full of peace and balance. i bet he’d be able to give me awesome advice on how to put stuff in my room, cause i want it peaceful and stuff. i have a small bowl with rocks from cuba and my camping trips. i love it. i want more bowls like that. and candles! want more candles.

and i’d kill for a hot shower … or a bath, yeaaah a bath with candles, right now, but 10am class == leaving at 9 == opening groggy eyes at 8 to be able to physically move in time to leave the house. so no shower. bathroom and bed.

i like peace. i don’t like when … stuff is sudden. extremes. im annoyed with them, and my mood is so full of them its not even funny.

so that’s my chinese new year’s wish for you , and me. balance and peace.

last night entry

date: 1073244173

mood: distressed
listening to:paul mauriat – alouette

my internet connection is “fishy”. i.e. i can’t load half the things and pings are usually timing out. therefore me typing this up in notepad

my fish is sick. with fungus. and i should have caught it earlier but i couldn’t figure out if the white spot was a part of his coloring or a disease, turns out its a disease.

did a full water change (i had water from the aquarium from which he came, so it was mostly washing out the bowl with boilinghotwater about 5 times and then rinsing out with spring water and then filling with clean prepped water from aquarium + 10% spring water)

i’m running to pet store tomorrow morning and hopefully he will live until then.

he was really happy the 2 days, and now he is tired, and very … unhappy. like his fins used to be very wavy and happy and now they are all together and clamped and stuff.

come to think of it that is listed as one of the symptoms but since it only happened over like past 3 hours i still have time. right? … right?

it’d really suck if he died now, but i’m prepared to handle it. i did everything i could until now.

i even have pictures of him!

http://www.olya.org/daemon1.jpg

and he has a name too, daemon. i guess that makes it more personal.

otherwise my days are very cool, but right now all my mind is taken up by worry. its a life that is dependant on me!

oh, distressed as in STRESSED, not DE-stressed.

back in good ol TO

date: 1119340244

mood: all mixed up – happy, missing, speely, excited, missing
listening to:iggy pop – never met a girl like you before

this is the place where i've been all sundayLA was kick ass.
fully detailed entry coming up tomorrow.
i’ll let you all know whats happening, but to summarize: the summit was kick ass, the people were freaking awesome, and the credit to making this THE best vacation trip i’ve ever taken goes fully and wholeheartedly to tim. i couldn’t imagine a better weekend.

i have some cute photographs from the trip. nothing mindblowing, but its somewhat enjoyable. and a long blog entry on my laptop who is at 2% charge and with the charger being left in LA.

but its coming. it allll is

but right now i’m too tired to reply to messages and emails soooo just bear with me when i say i’ll be back tomorrow night in fuller swing.

this song is freaking good. i heard it at the summit. yummy.