trying to keep track of my life
date: 1080008998
mood: pissed off
listening to:NIN – Hurt
class MyClass:
"A simple example class"
i = 12345
def f(self):
return 'hello world'
then MyClass.i and MyClass.f are valid attribute references, returning an integer and a method object, respectively.
date: 1078378901
mood: the sun has set, but it shall rise
listening to:russkiy razmer – vsye vernyetsa nazad
i guess happiness has to pay off. i’m swinging like crazy, meaning that every 5 minutes i can be ecstatically laughing or depressed out of my mind. or .. well, okay, happiness traces don’t let me be too depressed, just this calm peaceful relaxation where i’m quietly editing my linguistics article and not really feeling happy but it feels good.
i had stuff to say. but late assignments, average tests and messy rooms don’t really matter as long as you have friends.
aand music fits. which is why im blogging. i’m recording this perfect moment where the music ideally matches my mood.
date: 1074929001
mood: exhausted – again
listening to:massive attack – buttefly caught – paul oaley remix
books read in the past week:
Michael Crichton Airframe
Michael Crichton Congo
Michael Crichton The Andromeda Strain
Michael Crichton The Great TrainRobbery
Michael Crichton Timeline
Michael Crichton Prey
wow, that’s less than it felt like. *skratches head* weird. anyway, a book/2 days is my average so far.
i forgot my id when we went to a bar tonight and we had to go alll the way back. i felt stupid. blah , 20 years old and still no trust.
the manager gave us free shots cause he screwed up the order a few times. like forgot drinks and stuff and bugged us for id twice.
i was imprssed becuase i was thinking that he realized that he screwed up the drinks (like forgot about 2 people totally, and i was one of them) and his face reflected the thought “fuck, losing costumers”
so like 5 mins later he comes with free shots for the whole table. i was … impressed.
shady is going to sleep on my bed tonight. i want comfort.
i love the music that is playing. and im so sleepy.
my parents told me to stop thinking about hw and go relax. “you have huge circles under your eyes”. i was shocked. so im gonna go sleep now.
date: 1073244415
mood: worried, upset, hopeful
listening to:definition of joy – stay with me 4 ever
i woke up to my fish (i can’t call it/him a name anymore, it would hurt way too much to keep thinking of him..it as an identity) being very very sick. much worse looking. more fungus (white cottony stuff) on the back, and the white spots on the gills are just disgusting and rotten.
but he was alive.
jet off to the store, deal with … well, a salesperson that acted like a manager. however he did help me find what i need. got the medicine and aquiarium salt as its supposed to help (read online). put it all in.
he is slow. barely moving. sad. all the fins are clumped and stuff. he doesn’t look pretty anymore, but i don’t care, im just worried.
i’ll probably head to the store again to buy a net, and water cleaner and other stuff.
i don’t want him to die, but i’m trying to get myself used to the thought that i might come back from the computer, the shower (i need to take), the store, the kitchen, and find him dead.
if he dies i will definetly get another betta.
i’m gonna go talk to my mom cause she wants something from me, then walk shady, then shower.
send him good wishes.
date: 1119421010
mood: bubbling, like a river into the ocean of emotions of the world
listening to:scanners – all i want
date: 1113883419
mood: completely blah.
listening to:
blah. tired. i’ve got a case of the mondays.
date: 1110251532
mood:
listening to:fatboy slim – kung fu fighting (dance remix)
winter is showing its death. while weather may still try to force itself through, its futile, for the snow is melting. and even though on the walk from robarts to bahen to get a ride home i slipped and almost fell at least 10 times, it doesn’t count, because i didn’t fall and because i didn’t have to swim across the road cross, like i had to last week.
and even if its cold, and even if the weather is sunny only once a week, and even if the wind still tries to knock me off my feet and breaks my umbrella, and even if it rains and snows and sleet, you can still see that its the last heartbeats of winter. cause spring is in the air.
that’s right people, seasons are achangin’.
in other news. this week is beautiful. i handed in today the only assignment i had for the whole week. i still plan to sink every free minute this week until thursday/friday/saturday into work and study in order to have the weekend totally free. hopefully i’ll even do something grand for my mom so that this weekend she’ll be happy. any ideas on what major thing makes moms happy?
and for the grand finale that you have been waiting for. click here and die from joy
date: 1107296999
mood: doubleplusgood
listening to:wee , 4 assignments due in a row next week
date: 1103178076
mood: wide eyed and bushy tailed
listening to:
Brain development research reveals that the human brain continues growing in capacity into young adulthood (until about age 21). In fact, the part of the brain that controls and suppresses impulses, and is critical to good decision-making, is among the last to mature. This serves as the basis for laws that limit adult responsibility, for instance, prohibiting voting, military service or jury duty until age 18.
what, that means i can’t stay up until 7 am when i am 21? damn.
for the record, i did not go out. i played “go” with simon until 5 am. i lost, 52 stones to 90 – but that doesn’t matter, that game isn’t about winning.
tot ziens!
date: 1096561491
mood:
listening to:pink floyd – another brick in the wall
i dont have time to write an entry. last 2 days uneventful but i’ll write more … err, later. sometime.
i’m leaving tomorrow to paris with half of the floor. we’re going by car.
i miss all of you. happy birthday to those who shall remain nameless.
i love 50 1.8.
diaries coming soon.
