stolen bike locks

date: 1094752116

mood: muscles pain
listening to:

alrighty, in no particular order fun stuff

last night, francesca’s bike lock (i.e. my lock that i borrowed her), was stolen.

as in, she has the key, with her, at home. the bike was locked in the shed. after osme time, last evening, the lock disappeared. hte bike is still there. it is a mystery. considering that … well… why the hell would you want a lock with no key?!

had class today at 8:30, too early, woke up at 7:15, ate musli and biked to class. had some internet time beforehand, like 5 minutes, still nice.

stupid dutch system. i could have bought tea/coffee/hot choc/cappucino and/or snacks and drinks from the machines here BUT i have to have money on my chipknip card. to transfer money i need a bank account. i HAVE bank account, but in canada, so to transfer is to pay money. otherwise i gotta open a dutch bank account. can’t buy anything wiht cash.
anyway, we’ll see. i also need the card for printing, soooooooo i’ll be screwed if i dont figure something out in 3 weeks, cause that swhen my first paper (in social psych) is due.

after class i met anto, one of the indonesian people. he is a nice guy, doing his phd here, but as we have nothing in common i think we will not be able to keep up contact. still cool to make random friends in all over the place.

when we went to the food place (one of the 15 that are in 3 minute radio from my classes, and most of them are good and cheap!) i saw a bunch of my floormates, so after having the absolute polite minimum of conversation i excused myself, and went to talk to them.

francesca and i went to the centre to get cellphones and other stuff, the rest went to study.

french guys and francesca are having a hell of a time trying to figure out the difficult english that they are subjected to in classes here. they need to read like 40-60 pages (we have different courses), and are suffering.

me? i’m enjoying it. last night i read my social psych and made notes to discuss today in tutorial. i was one of the most prepared people, bringing up several good points. it is TOO easy, the textbook is FANTASTIC (so easy to read, well written), and after suffering through psych in u of t, here it is pure joy to sit around and talk very nicely about various theories and their effect on our lives. (effect or affect?)

anyway, center. we biked to the centre, locked our bikes, went to find a cellphone for francesca and myself. we walked around at least 5 different stores. she was looking for pretty, i was looking for cheap. after settling on choice between 2 stores, i ran around until i figured out where i get the best combo for prepaid, including timing, rate for sms, rate for talking, etc.

so i got a local cellphone for 35 euros, including 15 euros prepaid. not bad.
the phone sucks, but for 3 months, who cares:

yes, i really do need a cellphone. otherwise we all get lost, and its not like a constant thing, i just need to send an sms once in a while, type of thing.

anyway, after that we walked to bikes, stopping on our way in the euro-store, that’s like dollar store, only in euros. i got a multitude of useful things, a bowl for my cereal (we have one bowl between 12 people and we are all constantly trying to share it, its insane, i want my own), a cool sized tea cup (perfection1!), a rope and some clippers, body wash, soap, a notebook for taking.. err… notes. that’s all really. oh and a candle, cause i miss candles and fire.

so with all of THAT plus my chinese book… oh YEAH i am enrolled in chinese now :D, PLUS my laptop we walked back to bikes (i was dying at this point). we stopped for coffee/cola on the way, cause it was hot and we were dead tired.

after that she realized she got the wrong phone, so we biked back to the place, she exchanged her phone, then we went to phone unlocking place, she left it there to be unlocked so that she can use it with the italian card that she has, and THEN we went back home (this is like 4:30 now).

at home i ate 2 sandiwches with products that i thoughtfully bought for myself :D bread, ham, cheese, lettuce.

theen i went for my french interview.

i was actually quite nervous, cuase i wanted fr3, which is speaking french but no vocab. so i was nervous, cause i didn’t want fr2 (which is for, like, beginners… i dont wanna study all over the freaking verb charts). so i sat with her and spoke with her for a while, about how i love paris and i i went to paris, and i was born in russia, and i live in canada, with my parents, and stuff stuff stuff. she said i’m definetly fr3, and its all cool.

then i went here online, wrote email to parents, and now i am signing off (after checking email again). dinner will be served in like 40 minutes, i wanna get home beforehand to help them!

phew, that was a long one. i think i covered pretty much it all though.

omgwtfbbq

date: 1093441858

mood: sleepy, bouncy
listening to:

time FLIES.
its already wednesday.
and tomorrow is my flight.
*bounce*
and i’m not packed yet!
*bounce*
am im so nervous that i’m not really sleeping at night anymore. i just kinda wake up every few hours.
and i woke up by myself at 9. i fell asleep at 3. how weird is that!
my external usb enclosure turns out to be broken. no cd/dvd write/read.

i’m gonna go finish packing. (or start, really). my goal is to be done by 1pm.

last night i went out with a bunch of people whom i know from high school. one of the guys i haven’t seen in *2 years*. it was really cool, and fun. they all were joking about certain things that netherlands is famous for. :)

okay im gonna run wake up,

bee great!

this gave me goosebumps 3 times in a row.

date: 1083548628

mood: meditative
listening to:malcolm mclaren – about her, from kill bill 2

Buddy walked to the centre of the stage and, to Cliff’s amazement, just stood there looking down at his feet.

The cheering began to subside.

And then died away altogether. The huge hall was filled with the hush of hundreds of people holding their breath.

Buddy’s fingers moved.

He picked out three simple little chords.

And then he looked up.

‘Hello, Ankh-Morpork!’

Cliff felt the music rise up behind him and rush him forward into a tunnel of fire and sparks and excitement. He brought his hammers down. And it was Music With Rocks In.

forever’s gonna start tonight

date: 1081578964

mood: all weird and moody.
listening to:guess

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you’re never coming round
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround, bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I’m lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I’ve got to get out and cry
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then 1 see the look in your eyes
Turnaround, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight, and I need you more then ever
And if you on1y hold me tight, we’ll be holding on forever
And we’ll only be making it right, ‘cause we’ll never be wrong
Together we can make it till the end of the line,

Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don’t know what to do, and I’m always in the dark
We’re living in a powder keg and giving of sparks
I really need you tonight,

Forever’s gonna start tonight, Forever’s gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love, and now I’m only falling apart
There’s nothing I can do, a total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life, and now there’s only love in the dark
There’s nothing I can say, a total eclipse of the heart


scarfy is so the best.
check out what he gave me! i am super duper special. and that seriously make me want to go buy some wood and rebuild half my room to make it PERFECT.

the only problem is that i have a lot of things i want hanging on my wall. the book is fantastic. thank you scarfy!

i had an awesome evening. thank you all!

not a good idea

date: 1080018904

mood:
listening to:

note to self:
posting while boiling mad at someone who doesn’t even read this blog is NOT a good idea as it confuses my friends and leads to general screwed upness.

i am seriously considering dropping computer science major. i dislike programming, or at least i think i dislike it despite my parents keeping on insiting how much i really do like i just dont know it yet.

i have 5 half courses left. its nothing, really, i could theoretically be done with all of them within the next year.

*sighs*

i don’t feel like giving up, but right now all i want is NOT to program but to do logic proofs. (go figure…)

waking up systems

date: 1075127545

mood: needing contact lens solution
listening to:edge102 commercial/people talking, aaand my palm alarm blaring

i stayed up until ~5am doing my cs assignment last night. putting things to last minute – tsk tsk.

anyway, its done… it works. today in school i’ll edit comments, and be done.

since i have a morning class i gotta go to i tried to make a system of alarms that’d wake me up.

first the quietest one but the one that will keep going. my palm. closest to bed.

then the cellphone, like 20 minutes later

and then the radio, like 10 minutes later (its like 9:00 am at this point… by my time, more or less), on a volume that’s reasonably loud but listanble.

so i can drift off and i know i’ll get waken up by the two small intermitted alarms (cell/palm), and i can continuously hear the radio and not worry about totally drifting off.

it worked well! im dead tired but i’m up. going to drink tea and eat breakfast and go to school. -14, snowing, and i cant figure out what shoud i wear. *looks* aaww damn, its -24 with windchill, so its freezing. blaaaaaaaaaaaaah, so tired of freezing.

*yaaaaaaaaaaaawns* good morning people.

life

date: 1073381297

mood: falling into soft bed with shady at my feet
listening to:ace of base – all that she wants

school start :|

mental leaving :(
hesi coming back :)

playing with palm :)
keyboard not working :(

lcd monitor fun :)

did productive stuff :)

fishy better :D
probably, maybe, hopefully will live :D
fins are still unhealthy :(

room is a mess :(
schedule (time schedule) is a mess :(

but overall,

:)

is it bad to feel happy?

date: 1119508583

mood: falling asleep on my feet
listening to:the principles of lust

all my problems boil down to me feeling guilty when i feel happy. like… if you’re happy, that means you’re not working, which is worng.

i just need sleep.


toronto, yesterday ~6pm