date: 1073452459
mood:
listening to:dire straits – brothers in arms
screw me and my arrogance. the fish is … 100% going to die by morning. i have no idea what i did wrong. i have no idea why he looked so better yesterday, and today he is lying at the bottom of the bowl, looking like death.
i don’t know.
i went to hug dog.
dog has a wound. a hot spot.
it is horrible when you are responsible for a life, and you fail them.
tomorrow morning i will wake up to find … the fish, dead. i’ll bury him in my backyard, wash my hands, and go to my long day of school.
and thursday, i will go and get a new one. because … i won’t fail him.