date: 1086741607

mood: shaking
listening to:nin – down in it

this is so much stress
the week just started, and i came home physically shaking… i watched 4 episodes of sex and the city with mom, and now its down to a soft blur, but damn…

stress

of course i’d rather have this stress than nothing, but i’m so tired, and i feel that when i come home i just don’t have the energy to deal with anyone or anything – i just wanna come home and hide, and not have conflicts and not talk even.

its hard to explain, because i’m not the most active person online lately, but i don’t usually freak out at the thought of talking on irc.

i’m so tired that i can’t even clean my room or redesign the blog.