Month: July 2005

can good mood be spoiled?

date: 1077637989

mood: frustrated
listening to:hits 1035

easily.

just fail a midterm! and get 69% on the other one.

i got 19/20 on programming assignment.

you know, as much as it pisses me off, and upsets me, i’m still not worried. maybe i’lld rop, maybe i’ll just barely pass – of course i can wave bye bye to my wished 3.0 gpa.

but … well, blah.

my happy things for today: pretty cuba pictures. soft bed. friendly dog. i’ll dress pretty and feel pretty. i’ll meet friends. i ate a tasty breakfast. sunny outside.

i love being happy!

date: 1078293301

mood: concentrated, like orange juice, happy like the sun
listening to:edge 102.1

i am happy despite all the bad stuff that’s happening to me! assignments, marks, lateness, weather, food, lack of it, stomach pain (and no lack of that) and im still very very happy

smile and the world smiles with you

3 people told me today i look nice. i wonder if that’s a side effect of happiness.

and its even better that its totally independent of everything. i am happy for myself, and i haven’t felt like that in a while.

right now i’m : doing my cs assignment. aah headache! :D

moodswinging

date: 1078378901

mood: the sun has set, but it shall rise
listening to:russkiy razmer – vsye vernyetsa nazad

i guess happiness has to pay off. i’m swinging like crazy, meaning that every 5 minutes i can be ecstatically laughing or depressed out of my mind. or .. well, okay, happiness traces don’t let me be too depressed, just this calm peaceful relaxation where i’m quietly editing my linguistics article and not really feeling happy but it feels good.

i had stuff to say. but late assignments, average tests and messy rooms don’t really matter as long as you have friends.

aand music fits. which is why im blogging. i’m recording this perfect moment where the music ideally matches my mood.