Month: July 2005

date: 1113510398

mood: sometimes my mood sucks too!
listening to:tchaikovsky – swan lake, ballet suite

date: 1113883419

mood: completely blah.
listening to:

blah. tired. i’ve got a case of the mondays.

date: 1114409258

mood: failing
listening to:algo rhythm – stays the same

I’m not. You are. I will be. So leave a message so I can when I am.

wow, even the band name fits.

something about moving. returning. so many people moving around this month. returning, always returning.

Dear Leonard, To look life in the face, always, to look life in the face, and to know it for what it is. At last to know it, to love it, for what it is, and then, to put it away. Leonard, always the years between us, always the years, always the love, always… the hours…

date: 1114747903

mood: in the past and in the moment
listening to:led zepplin – stairway to heaven

we should all be 2 years old in our hearts.

do you know the saying today ist he first day of the rest of your life?
maybe today is the moment between then and later. half way moment of where things are still undecided – exams are not finished, bags are not packed (or unpacked, depending on whether you’re coming or going). it might be your birthday, or it might have just passed. or it might in half a year. and it is all still halfway between then and later. maybe in 3 years you’ll look back and say “yes, this is when i failed computer science”, or maybe you will say “yes, this is when i met her” (or him). or maybe you’ll just look back and say “man, those were good times – i wish i could remember more!”

me, 2 years old, russia.

and a normal photo (montreal, 2005)

date: 1114844256

mood: i should be sleeping. shouldnt you?
listening to:mobu – everloving

i seriously suck at this self portraiting thing. i really need more stands/tripods.

date: 1115102010

mood: total rollercoaster of a day
listening to:sarah brightman – dust in the wind

the good feeling is after the storm.
the better thing is to have a shelter.
and the best thing is when its in your heart.
cause then you’re always safe.

date: 1115269000

mood:
listening to:

date: 1115314542

mood: surreal
listening to:savage garden – crash and burn

will come back with more pictures.

date: 1116274069

mood: surreal
listening to:

In the middle of the night, I was walking by the sea, and baby baluga jumped out from amongst the bushes. SO one day Mr. Gregor exclaimed “Why do skater normals have no preppy either?!?!?!” So I wanted to watched. or Maybe if I wanted to watch it then I had a dream that countless historian lost their credit but i dont Remember what it was. I don’t like you but can I have your autograph. No one wants your autograph so I started to cry in the pizza shop. Where did Ryan go? He must have moved to Ohio.

date: 1116377490

mood: tired
listening to:

moscow dog. a few steps later, he tried to protect me and my friend from a muzzled but attacking and trying to bite doberman. this is a puppy, you could see by the size of the paws and legs and behavior. amazing.