the “oh shit” moment

date: 1107359806

mood:
listening to:

is when you realize that next week you don’t have 4 assignments due.

nono, its 5.

monday: programming
tuesday: 2000 word essay and neural net assignment
wed: linguistics
thursday: the dreaded data logic and analysis.

so basically, until thursday 9pm, if you cant help me with the above, i don’t know you nor i have time for you. :)

i just woke up and i feel tired. and scared. and stressed. and determined to kick ass on these, but still, daunted by the fact that i only have 2 of them started. linguistics wil be easy and short, so its not _that_ big of a deal, but its at least another hour of work.
programming, i’m about 70% done. at testing/debugging stage now.
essay, doing research, as i have no sources. subject, cognitive processes of procrastination.
neural nets, will be about 6 hours of work.
data & anal.? no. clue. its hard.

70% done? riiight

date: 1107758572

mood:
listening to:

hly hell
the scheme programming assignment is done. by me. its perfect. works like it should. finished an hour ago.

70% done? riiight. i had so many things wrong, i had not a clue… fast forward, i spent about 40 hours looking at nothing but brackets.

next up:
2000 word essay on procrastination
neural networks

due tuesday

im already turning to mush.

thank you for the support… it makes me feel nice. which is pretty much all that can make my life better at this point.

neural networks study analogy

date: 1108492802

mood: sin curve
listening to:some random stuff playing on the other computer

update

OMGHI2U SCARF! LOLWTFBBQOMG! U R Z BEST!

*cough*

this was a typically ridiculous greeting. this was sarcasm. do not panic. i repeat, do not panic. i will not, i repeat, i will not begin writing like this. you may now proceed to your predetermined emergency exits, or whatever the hell you were doing before.

cold medicine rocks.

*yawn* study sucks!

date: 1108712833

mood:
listening to:

i am appalled at the fact that the majority of those reading are reading solely to hear themselves mentiond (9 versus 8). as such, i demand, cast yourself forward! i thought like 5 people read this blog in the first place, scarf, maha, hesi, and 2 r/l people, one family friend in california, and one highschool/university friend (and he too doesn’t read this daily or anything). who the hell are the other 12? :p

i declare, cast yourself forward! otherwise how can i mention your names :p

update!!

i’m a losah. diny, mental, skoey, b6, alinster and proobably lush too also read this page. *faints* you people care!

okay, so that’s… like … 11 peope… that’s still mising 7 :p

update 2

one more person came forward o_O

and

DINY OMG j00 ARE THE BEST!!

i love you man *sniff*.
and yay picture.

remarkably sick.

date: 1108832815

mood: i can’t feel my brain
listening to:dj shadow – stem/long stem (2004 In Tune and On Time)

wow.

okay.

last saturday i woke up with a sore throat, headache, and generally a cold.

a week later, i woke up, and i think i have the flu.

-nothing- changed, and if anything things became worse.

nice reading week, eh?

study update:
nn: ~40-50% done
cog lin: prof said he’ll consider my final exam to weigh more if i do significantly better on it, he’s sure i’ll do well anyway. prepared however: 90%
data structures, algorithms, analysis: 5% or so. i’m freaking out. i can’t think.
programming languags: 30% or so. i need to review scheme thoroughly and i cannot concentrate.

today i’ll be heading for the clinic, to wait in the likely 2 hour line up to get antibiotics.

the good days when i was not sick… *sigh*

still sick

date: 1108881080

mood: exahusted from this suppsedly relaxed week, at least it’ll be over soon.
listening to:abba – does your mother know

went to the hospital, taking antibiotics. sinus infections are painful and not fun, don’t get them kids. not fun. blah. midterms.. not ready…


in other news

this is what happens when olya goes through old photographs. YOU might be next! mwahahahaha!

You’re so hot, teasing me
So you’re blue but I can’t take a chance on a chick like you
That’s something I couldn’t do
There’s that look in your eyes
I can read in your face that your feelings are driving you wild
Ah, but girl you’re only a child

Well I can dance with you honey
If you think it’s funny
Does your mother know that you’re out?
And I can chat with you baby
Flirt a little maybe
Does your mother know that you’re out?

(yes, and an emberassing song to boot too!)

life is full of surprises

date: 1109174387

mood: nervous (midterm in linguistics), happy.
listening to:madonna – ray of light

and sometimes things just keep getting better.

i have no time or stuff to write except weeeeeee. yooouuu knooooow what i’m talking about.