date: 1080194032
mood: semi stressed out
listening to:danceish remix of early 90s music.
my life has become one tedious repetition.
it is not a bad thing but this week had so many changes. i met people who i don’t usually see and didn’t see people whom i usually do see.
i’m tired, i want a break.
i want a job, i want a dslr, i want better marks in my courses, i want more time, i want my back to stop hurting. why am i so stressed out when just 3 hours ago i was relaxed and happy?
do i really just crash under stress?
how the heck am i going to live life if every time something upsets me i swing full way?
am i really that bipolar? do i fit the definition? i
don’t know.