date: 1074026076
mood: weird
listening to:a-ha – take on me [techno remix]
and so i’m back into the ritual of not having enough time to do everything.
its almost 4. i should … oh good god, thinking about all the things that i should do, and all of them major – i just die considering the consequences of not doing half of them.
emailing, homework, work, and whats ironic is that i started to realize that … well, okay, people are important.
see, maybe like 2-3 years ago, not only i didn’t have a feeling of being overwhelemed by things, i didn’t have to schedule time to spend with people. it was easy to “schedule” time because there weren’t that many people with whom i kept in touch.
but now… geez, its like an avalanche. i know *counts* 3 people. like, really really well. and each of these people has a group of people who are fun, smart, interesting and with whom i want to spend time. and then there’s hesi! who is not only all of the above but beats them all in importance.
and our schedules are as mitmatched as possible it seems. grrr.
any that’s only real life. and you know, to meet people i need like 40 minutes transporation, cause im a loser like that, and i need time with them and 40 minutes back and 3 people == 3 weekend nights and then there’s hesi and aaaaaaaaaaaah.
and i should be doing my homework and not typing this.
you know what helps?
SINGING!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!1
TAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAKE OOOOOOOOOOON MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEee
TAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAKE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE OOOOOOOOOOOOnn
ILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNN EE
TUDUDUTOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOO
*cough*
and back to your regularly schedule life.